Soul-itudes

Happy Thanksgiving and Angel Gifts

2009-11-25T08:02:00.000-08:00

I wish all of you a safe and happy Thanksgiving. Give the gift of "your time" to YOU this wonderful season. What I mean is create quiet time .. meditative time for this season and all seasons of your life.

Then the next step is to give of your time to others. Shopping for someone that is house bound or have a situation that makes it hard to get shopping done (kids, elderly parents, etc.), walking a pet, cooking a meal, or reading a book to someone that cannot read or may be ill. Angel gifts of "your" time does not have to be every week. If you do not know who or how to help, just go "WITHIN", and your heart will reveal the answer.

Be an ANGEL and love yourself, and GIFT your time to others.

Many Blessings

ASTROLOGY EMPOWERMENT

2009-11-19T10:46:00.000-08:00

I have always loved Astrology. At 11 years old I discovered an Astrology book at the library, and at 20 I started to create birth charts for others. I feel that one’s “birth chart” is the blue print of what you wanted to do in this life.

This blog is devoted to where the planets are “NOW”, and what affect they have on all of us. You will be amazed at what the planets are lining up for you now and in the future. Have fun as I navigate and educate you on some of the interesting planetary alignments, signs and aspects. This information is even more powerful when compared to the planetary alignments within your “birth astrology chart”. Empower yourself with the information, and use it to your advantage. In doing the research on what is going on in the “heavens”, and I want to thank the internet and the astrologers who contributed articles which provided me up to date facts to share with you.

Before I list what the planets are doing now, I want to give you the basics of Astrology. The following information is important to help you “know” what you are reading. I have listed the “glyphs” that will help you identify planets (although the sun and moon are not planets) but in Astrology they are referred to as planets, aspects (degree of relationship from one planet to another showing energetic harmony or struggle,) and signs (each of us is born under an astrological sign). There are more than 10 “aspects” between the planets, but for this series I am focusing on 5. I encourage you to print out the fact sheet for future reference.

** Due to the planets rotating at different speeds in reference to the earth (YOU), there may be more than one “aspect” going on per day, and then other days nothing **

Planets

Sun Moon Mercury Venus Mars Jupiter Saturn Uranus Neptune Pluto

Aspects

Conjunct Opposite Trine Square Sextile

Signs

Aries Taurus Gemini Cancer Leo Virgo Libra Scorpio Sagittarius Capricorn Aquarius Pisces

PLANETS

Sun - On the first page of Genesis it says, "God made the Sun to rule the day and the Moon to rule the night and to be for signs and wonders." To the ancients, the Sun was known as Shamash, Ra, Apollo "breaker of family curses" and Tonatiuh, "dispenser of fate". The Sun gives you light and life. It also represents how and where you shine. The Sun is the star of self-expression, ego-identity, leadership, honor, glory and pride.

Moon - is an instinctual force. It is an ever-changing symbol of your emotional life including such things as home, family, mother, dreams, feelings, the public, women and your early childhood. The Moon represents your environment, the one you were born into and the one you create for yourself. It also talks about your support system, and your "involuntary nervous system." More than that, the Moon symbolizes your unconscious life. The Moon represents what happens while you're sleeping. The Moon is the intermediary between the Earth and the universe, and you're somewhere in the middle. Because of this positioning, understanding how the Moon figures in your life is essential for happiness and personal growth. One thing that was very striking to the astronauts on the moon was that they were able to look back and view the Earth.

Mercury - is the conceptual force. It is a symbol of your mental life and such things as your mind, ideas, analytical abilities, as well as your sense and style of communication. Mercury describes patterns of thought, of learning and of assessing reality. Consequently it affects yourself image and the force of your thought. Mercury also represents the respiratory system. Mercury is youthful and it is the symbol of wit and levity.

Venus - is the force of affinity. Venus represents a good part of what you attract, cherish, enjoy and are receptive to. Venus describes much of what makes your life worth living: love, civilized sex, seduction and creativity. Venus is also an indicator for many of the qualities you look for in a mate and your sense of femininity. More than a symbol of your values, Venus represents beauty, devotion to pleasure, appreciation of art and romantic longings. Venus rules such things as skin, hair & kidneys.

Mars - is the force of motivation and mobilization. It is a symbol of your drive, action and energy. The placement of Mars in your chart influences the condition of your muscular system. Mars is associated with a lot of "A" words: aggression, anger, arousal, ardor, and appropriate assertiveness. Mars also represents things that are urgent, things that trigger your temper, and things that you furiously pursue. Mars indicates many of your issues with men and the "male ego."

Jupiter - is the force of encouragement and expansion. Jupiter is the biggest planet and possibly a sun in the making. No matter what, Jupiter measures up big. It is a symbol of your success, luck, optimism, generosity, blessings, good fortune, adventure and opportunities for growth. Life is a bowl of cherries and more is never enough for Jupiter. In its expansive sense, Jupiter also represents how you can become over-inflated, hot, greedy, over-zealous, righteous and extravagant.

Saturn - is the force of discipline and boundary's. Saturn defines your duties, responsibilities and the structure of your life. Saturn also represents the heavy hand of authority, fear, inhibitions, constrictions, restrictions, reservations, anxiety and limits imposed. It is a symbol for the force of gravity. Words like "must" and "can't" relate to Saturn.

Uranus - is the force of liberation. It's no accident that Uranus was rediscovered in the period between the American and French revolutions with their emphasis upon liberty. Uranus is where you change unexpectedly and is surprised. It's where you are unusual, eccentric and extraordinary. Uranus represents the new ideas that you are open to and where you are disinclined toward cohesion.

Neptune - represents fads, impressionability, style, glamor, imagination and inspiration. Neptune, Poseidon, "The Artful Creator" also represents your charisma, creativity, and your spiritual life. Neptune is a symbol of your immune system, parts of your aura and subtle body. Neptune is the force of deep space and the force of consciousness expansion.

Pluto - is a symbol of what the ancients used to call the "secret parts," including reproductive and elimination systems. Pluto is the force of cleansing. Pluto represents trust and violation of trust, control, obsessions and power struggles. Pluto is the force of intense transformation,

ASPECTS

Conjunct - A conjunction occurs when two planets are in the same part of the zodiac. A conjunction is measured from plus or minus zero degrees, in other words right next to each other. When planets are conjunct they can unite efforts and combine forces. Conjunct planets are at the alpha omega point where cycles begin and end. This creates urgency, emphasis, unity and fusion. It's a very subjective state of energy, strong-headed and one-tracked. Impulses will be acted out. We're looking at an inauguration, a blending, a start. This is the most intense and personal of all the aspects. Close interactions are likely. We're talking about synthesis, solidarity and cohesion.

Opposition - An opposition occurs when two planets are in opposite parts of the zodiac. An opposition is measured from plus or minus one hundred and eighty degrees which is on half of a circle. When planets are opposed there's a balancing act and a push-pull process which can be complementary or antagonistic. Energy may be projected on to people or situations. Certainly there's a need to evaluate and reflect. Controversy and contradiction are possible. There may be a choice to fight or leave. Perhaps it's a game of give and take. To avoid struggle and stalemate, compromise may be necessary. An opposition can signal time to change sides or reclaim power.

Trine - A trine usually occurs when two planets are the same element of the zodiac. A trine is measured from plus or minus one hundred and twenty degrees which in one third of a circle. When planets are trine things can be nonchalant and easily fall into place. Passive reception can be the vibe here. Trines indicate harmony, flow, cooperation, ease, skill and karmic accrual. Trines reduce stress, friction and discomfort. They facilitate agreement.

Squares - A square usually occurs when two planets are the same triplicate of the zodiac. A square is measured from plus or minus ninety degrees which in one quarter of a circle. When planets are square you can bet that there's creative tension that requires extra work. Planets that square each other can be openly divisive, work against and inhibit each other. The energy is restless and busy. When it does assert itself in a positive way it is some of the most productive force going. Meanwhile, there can be tension, inertia and blockages.

Sextile - A sextile usually occurs when two planets are in complementary element of the zodiac, such as fire and air or water and earth. Sextiles are measured from plus or minus sixty degrees which is one sixth of a circle. Because they are chock full of opportunity and fruitfulness, sextiles are considered the luckiest of aspects. Sextiles can indicate the trends are with you. They're a time of co-operation; a merging of the yin with the yang. They're practically an invitation to action. There's something charming and exciting about a sextile.

SIGNS

Aries - March 21-April 19

Essentially, if you want to be happy, you need to be first and best. Somehow, some way, you need to find a competitive outlet. Ultimately, you only compete with yourself. You begin with the question posed to every solar super hero, "How will you use your super powers?"

You are here to start something new, to go where no one else has gone and to do what no one else has done. The stars dare you to be a pioneer, a champion and a doer. Like your gemstone, the diamond, you can be hard headed, multi-faceted, brilliant and beautiful."

Sexually, you've got some naturally hot stuff. One of your chief symbols is the flame of the torch. Consider it to be the sacred fire of the inner temple, and the force will always be with you and your enterprises.

The cute little lamb, the fast, strong ram is your totem. This creature is known for being hard headed and direct. Aries is a cardinal, fire sign represented by the flame of the torch. Aries is ruled by the planet Mars.

Taurus - April 20-May 20

Essentially, you need to be assured that everything's O.K., safe and secure. Once that's taken care of you are ready for gracious living. That is to say, you need some good food, antique furniture and passionate sex. You like to touch nice things, own nice things, wear nice things, eat nice things and have nice things. In fact, "I Have" is something of a Taurean philosophy of life.

It is important that you acquire some mastery over the physical, practical and earthly world. Then, paradoxically, you must learn to let go. You will only find security by acquiring a sense of self that is separate from what you possess. Actually, it's not so much about what you possess, but about not being in "survival jeopardy". The emerald is a symbol of success in love and is good for Taurus.

The Bull, an ancient fertility symbol is the totem for Taurus. Taurus is a fixed, earth sign represented by fertile fields on rolling hills. Taurus is ruled by Venus.

Gemini - May 21-June 21

Essentially, you're articulate, versatile and adroit. Put another way, you like variety. You're an idea person. It seems that your mind naturally likes to go from subject to subject. You have varied interests and like to keep up with what's going on in the world. You are encouraged to cultivate your natural communication skills. You're the original "quick study" who grasps facts, concepts and ideas. On the other hand, you can get bored easily and do not like things to drag along.

Your best friends are the ones who appreciate your sense of humor. Follow your curiosity. Travel and education tend to bring out the best in your personality. Meet some new people. Pearls and moonstones signify good health and can be of special benefit to Gemini.

The totem for Gemini are the twins. A typical Gemini has at least two sides to their personality. A Gemini will often think one way and feel another. Gemini is ruled by Mercury.

Cancer - June 22-July 22

Essentially, you're a good person and you need to deal with some of your family and emotional issues. You're naturally inclined to be touchy about some, but not all, of your relatives. Work on your family tree; try to make some sense of it all.

You're not necessarily the most direct individual. Because you prefer to withdraw from trouble, you need to watch out for passive aggression. You can get yourself into hot water without knowing it. However, your security is something you're always aware of. Usually it’s a top priority. You are definitely strong and protective of your turf.

Rubies symbolize contentment and are good for Cancer. The totem for Cancer is the crab. Cancer is a very soft creature. Give a Cancer grief and watch them crawl into their hard shell. Also, watch them sidestep trouble.

Cancer is a cardinal, water sign represented by the mountain stream pool of water. Cancer is ruled by the Moon.

Leo - July 23-August 22

At the core, you're wonderful. Published accounts say that you are perfect just the way you are. Develop your willpower. Find creative ways to get yourself into the spotlight where you can shine. Leo’s are natural born leaders. Make sure you develop those skills without being narcissistic.

When compared to other people, you are more powerfully attuned to the power of the sun. To increase your good luck, treat yourself to a most excellent piece of gold jewelry.

The totem for Leo is the lion, king of the jungle. That means that Leo is entitled to the Lion's share of fun, if you can roar with pride. Leo is ruled by the Sun.

Virgo - August 23-September 22

How is it that people tend to associate perfectionism with you? Can it be that people think that essentially you're level-headed? Do you have a flair for statistics and analysis? Is it that you're highly selective and discriminating? What about your inquiries and examinations?

Probably, you are more practical and methodical than the average person. You are not prone to brag or boast and can handle money well. You can be cautious in matters of the heart. You like to do things for people and tend to be more of a giver than a taker. However, you do need to be thanked. Sapphires symbolize clear thinking and are good for Virgo.

The totem for Virgo is the virgin or angel holding grains. She is very much the earth mother goddess. This is a symbol for a simple diet and pure foods.

Virgo is a mutable, earth sign represented by the small town in the gentle, rolling hills. Virgo is ruled by Mercury, and some feel Chiron.

Libra - September 23-October 23

Essentially, you're a nice person and tend to be a bit more cultured and "better" than those around you. Usually, you're also diplomatic enough to keep your superiority to yourself. The more that you become fair-minded, impartial and unprejudiced, the happier you become. You have the potential for much social intercourse and favorable public contact.

All things being equal, you prefer civil conversation. You usually do not find reason to raise your voice or to use crude language at inappropriate times. Embarrassment can be an issue for you. You like to ask for advice, but do not like to be told what to do. You can get a cushy job in a swanky environment. Tourmaline and opal symbolize hope and are good for Libra.

The totem for Libra is a scale symbolizing the need for balance and the need to carefully weigh out choices. Libra is a cardinal, air sign represented by the falling leaves. Libra is ruled by Venus.

Scorpio - October 24-November 22

Essentially, you're a strong individual, an extremely good friend, a formidable enemy, prone to intense likes and intense dislikes. You live relatively in the world of black and white. Sign of death - rebirth and transformation.

You've little time for superficial people, places or things. You prefer deep commitment, deep conversation and deep thoughts. If you can't tell it like it is, you prefer to keep quiet. It should be mentioned that you have your share of secrets. No doubt people say things about your eyes: "If looks could kill," "I feel like you're mentally undressing me," etc. You've proven to everyone that you can hold on. Your staying power is second to none. Topaz signifies fidelity and is good for Scorpio.

The totem for Scorpio is the scorpion, a creature known to sting when bothered. A lower form of Scorpio is the snake and a higher form is the eagle. Scorpio is also represented by the phoenix rising from its ashes.

Scorpio is a fixed water sign. Scorpio is ruled by Pluto.

Sagittarius - November 23-December 21

Essentially you're a good sport. The question is, "What's your game?"
When you are naturally enthusiastic, folks tend to like you. Cultivate your natural tolerance and you will be able to get along with many different types of people. You can get the power of positive thinking to work overtime. To do so, you must clarify your ideals and pursue your spirit of adventure. The ancients believed that turquoise could counter negative vibes and relieve melancholia for Sagittarians.

The totem for Sagittarius is the centaur, half man, half horse and a complicated creature ever ready to gallop off on an adventure. Sagittarius is the sign of far travel and higher education.

Sagittarius is a mutable, fire sign represented by the campfire. Sagittarius is ruled by Jupiter.

Capricorn - December 22-January 19

Essentially, you're cautious, steadfast and reserved. Even as a child, your personality was probably mature for your years. With any luck your life will get better and your responsibilities will become more to your liking as you mature. We all have our cycles, and you have one that is sure and steady to the top. You only fail when you give up.

Your sun sign, Capricorn, occupies the top position on the zodiac. Take a hint. You were made for management and leadership. Your ambitions are only limited by your self-esteem. Planning and work will pay off. Be sure to ask for a fair price for your efforts. Your totem is the mountain goat symbolizing your ability to follow even the narrowest path to the top.

The garnet is a symbol of steadfastness and good for Capricorn. Capricorn is a cardinal, earth sign represented by the mountain peaks. Capricorn is ruled by Saturn.

Aquarius - January 20-February 18

Essentially, you're friendly and like people. But if the people are emotionally needy, then you need space. You can march to the beat of a different drummer. You can have an eccentric temperament and can be just a bit stubborn, unpredictable and contrary.

You can become a fabulous communicator, perceptive, intelligent and highly intuitive. Strengthen your originality and independence. You're no snob or hypocrite. On the contrary, you have the potential to develop tremendous social skills. The more you adopt the "live and let live" attitude, the more friends you will make. The amethyst is a symbol of sincerity and good for Aquarius.

The totem for Aquarius is the water bearer. In this, "the age of Aquarius" it is your duty, privilege and honor to spread the "waters of life" or new ideas as you see fit.

Aquarius is a fixed, air sign represented by Ben Franklin's kite getting struck by lightning. Aquarius is ruled by Uranus.

Pisces - February 19-March 20

It's fair to say that you're imaginative, a dreamer, and even mystical. You certainly seem to absorb and drink in your surroundings more than most people. You have your mood swings and can benefit from live music and dance.

The totem for Pisces is two fish, thus, essentially, there are two of you. One fish is kind, loving, tolerant and more long-suffering than most people. The other fish can bite with shark's teeth. You don't want to hurt people, unless you are feeling righteous and need to punish the guilty.

The bloodstone is symbolic of courage and good for Pisces. Pisces is a mutable, water sign represented by the geyser. Pisces is ruled by Neptune.

DEEPAK CHOPRA

2009-11-19T10:42:00.000-08:00

This morning I was thinking of all of you, and wanted to share some thoughts and quotes from Deepak Chopra. I encourage you to familiarize yourself with Dr. Chopra, and hope some of the following quotes inspire you to read his books. Dr. Chopra's writings will help you open your awareness and consciousness. Enjoy and many blessings, Theresa

Quotes

"In the midst of movement and chaos, keep stillness inside of you.”

"Silence is the great teacher, and to learn its lessons you must pay attention to it. There is no substitute for the creative inspiration, knowledge, and stability that come from knowing how to contact your core of inner silence. The great Sufi poet Rumi wrote, Only let the moving waters calm down, and the sun and moon will be reflected on the surface of your being."

“Whatever relationships you have attracted in your life at this moment, are precisely the ones you need in your life at this moment. There is a hidden meaning behind all events, and this hidden meaning is serving your own evolution.”

"Inner silence promotes clarity of mind;
It make us value the inner world;
It trains us to go inside
To the source of peace and inspiration
When we are faced with problems and challenges."

“The less you open your heart to others, the more your heart suffers.”

"Happiness is a continuation of happenings which are not resisted."

"The possibility of stepping into a higher plane is quite real for everyone. It requires no force or effort or sacrifice. It involves little more than changing our ideas about what is normal."

"Your life can only be as free as your perception of it."

Two Quotes of Mine

"If you do not do what you want, you will break your own heart."

"Logic does its own dance".

BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION STILL GOING

2009-11-14T13:34:00.000-08:00

How many of you don't like your birthday, or even plan to celebrate your life?? I encourage you to think about how lucky we are to be above ground, have people who love us (yes you do), and no matter what is happening in your life, it is YOUR LIFE ... no one can live YOUR LIFE. No one is the boss of you, and nobody can take your birthday away. Spend your time on this planet in JOY ... looking forward to your birthday, and start planning YOUR CELEBRATION!! Don't wait for those "bench mark" birthdays, i.e., 21, 30, 40, 50, 60, 70, 80 and beyond. Every year!! CELEBRATE!!!!

Ask yourself, "if I planned for my birthday,and knew exactly what I WANT TO DO, how would I carry it off or really make it happen"? How you do that is to "think" and talk about your birthday in a way that your voice has excitement in it. Start to "manifest" and "create" that perfect birthday celebration. Just take one birthday in your life and do this, and the joy you will feel will be so profound that you will continue looking forward to your birthdays ... because YOU CREATED something of magic.

If in doubt how to do this, other than my above suggestion, I hope you contact me, or comment on this subject.

I LOVE MY BIRTHDAYS ... and ALWAYS announce it to people around me (not to receive gifts other than the JOY I feel), and imagine how I want to celebrate. People that are close to me know that this is a truth, and I start this about 3-4 months before my special event.

Many blessings to all of you.

Birthday Coming Up

2009-11-09T11:19:00.000-08:00

Well it has been quite a year, and with my birthday coming up on November 13 (Friday the 13th), I am examining the past, present and future. I call it visiting the "basement" or "trap doors" of myself. I do this through meditation, self hypnosis, and following my dreams. My intention is to process the changes since my last birthday. A health issue, relationships going sideways and how I do my work in the world. There is more, but for the sake of the length of this blog post, I will leave it at that.

Basements represent "storing" stuff ... usually a lot of stuff. How often do we really go into a basement and look at everything stored there to determine what you want to keep and what you want to release? The basement holds past and present behaviors, judgments, attitudes, hurts, hopes and dreams not fulfilled, etc. Basements are usually dark places we do not like to go to ... especially if there are scary steps to reach the bottom. Scorpio's love scary steps!!

Trap Doors represent the situations or experiences that come out of the blue. Events that drop the floor out from under you ... are we prepared for these trap door experiences? I actually imagine myself walking on a floor, usually without a rug, and all of a sudden the floor gives way revealing a trap door I did not see. I allow myself to feel the fear of falling, and then once I "land", I face the "unknown" and history that reveals itself within me ....contributing to my unconscious behaviors.

The basement and trap door experiences are to bring the above mentioned information about myself to "conscious awareness". Once this occurs, I can start examining the way to heal, find pattern opportunities, and to be happy and free.

One does not have to wait for their birthday to visit their "basement" and "trap door". Ask yourself, what am I doing to expand awareness and consciousness in my life? So turn on the light to illuminate the way to the basement, and when the trap door opens, enjoy the fall. These are the adventures of finding out what is hidden within you.

Angels Amongst US - Part 2

2009-10-18T11:42:00.000-07:00

Have you ever found feather after feather in different places within a short time frame? Have you ever found a feather in an unlikely place such as a pocket, shoe, purse, closet or your car? Most drawings and paintings depict Angels with wings. Have I piqued your interest in where this article is heading? I hope so.

There is a deity-God in Greek and Roman mythology named Hermes (Greek) or Mercury (Roman). I will refer to him as Mercury. In astrology Mercury is the planet of communication and messages. Mercury is depicted as a man, wearing a hat with wings and winged sandals (Talaria). Mercury is running - leaping forward to bring you messages. One of Mercury's jobs is to bring messages about "commerce". He can be the Angel of help with money and career issues.

I remember years ago while "channeling" for a client, I heard a sweet voice in my head whispering "one of the ways you know we are here is by seeing feathers in places where birds do not reside"? This message brought comfort to my client as she was grieving over a friend that has just died. She called me days after with her story of finding a feather in a pair of shoes - one feather for each shoe. Another day she found a feather on the driver’s seat of her car. She said when the feathers are found, it brings a big smile to her face and a sense of peace. She also said that the belief in Angels was always with her, but now "knew" they exist.

So when feather(s) come your way in those unexpected places, know that Angels are reminding you that they do exist and are waiting for you to ask for help, guidance and comfort. Angels are amongst us - let them know that you believe in them too. Ask the Angels for proof they exist ... and collect the feathers they will send your way.

Angels Amoungst US

2009-10-15T12:58:00.000-07:00

The word "Angel" comes from the Ancient Greek word angelos meaning "messenger."Angelos was the translation of a Hebrew word mal-ak, also meaning messenger.

I believe in Angels and have seen, felt and heard them. I could write forever about Angels and the blessings that come due to their existence. This is the first blog of many blogs to come regarding Angels, and I will share some of my own experiences with you. I hope my blogs about Angels will help open you up to their LOVE for you. Angels wait for you to ask for help, carry your wishes into form, as well as comfort you in grief. There are Angels that intervene both in spirit and morph into physical form to prevent a tragedy (if it is not your time to leave your physical body).

There are many books on the market regarding Angels. Some of them say that Angels are pure spirit, free from matter or the physical world (never existing as a human being). I don't fully agree with this statement, because I believe that people we have known in our physical life that now reside on the "other side" come to us as Angels.

For example, my mother died in 1983 of a brain tumor (age 62). My father died in 1988 (age 60) of a brain tumor. Now what are the odds of this happening? After 1988, I thought I would probably die of a brain tumor too. This thought was not daily, but enough over time that in 1999, I had an Angel visit me - my mother.

I smelled the fragrance of perfume my mother loved, which brought me to memories of her, then a whisper in my ear saying I was going to live many years past her, and when it is my time she will be there to meet me, and the message she brought was that I will not have a brain tumor. The love I felt was enormous, and the worry of "Well, I guess I will have a brain tumor too" left me. When the "message" was complete, I felt a physical kiss on my lips. I am not kidding, a "physical kiss" on my lips! Wow, what an experience. I will turn 63 years old next month, about the ages of my parents when they died, and because of the "message" I received long ago, I have not wasted a thought on how I will die. My thoughts are on "LIVING" a full life.

Have you noticed the fragrance of a flower, perfume, pipe tobacco, or hear music that you associate with a person not living, etc.? These are some of the ways that the ones we love who are not in body come to us. Clear your mind and be still, so you too can receive the "message" from one of your Angels.

Did Not Preview

2009-05-09T08:00:00.000-07:00

Please forgive me for not checking for typo's and such in my previous blog. I forgot to preview my work before I published it to all of you. I hope you will understand what I have written anyway.

Many blessings,

T

Gratitude and Angels

2009-05-09T07:30:00.000-07:00

All last week, I woke up with the profound feeling of Angels around me. It is hard to explain, but when I opened up my eyes, a smile and a sense of love came over me, and the sense of "peace" within. One afternoon earlier in the week, while standing in my bedroom, a scent of flowers wafted throughout the room. I knew that Grace was there.

Grace was a client of mine for many years. I think when I me her, she was in her early 80's, and when she died last year, she was well into her 90's. Grace and I had a bond. She was a straight talker, with a no nonsense attitude. Yet, she was refined and delicate at the same time. We shared an Italian heritage. She was born in Italy, and still after many many years in this country, had an Italian accent. I on the other hand, am of Italian heritage, but 2nd generation American.

I don't remember who or how Grace found me, but I used to go to her house in San Mateo. Grace believed in Angels, and the "other side", and wanted me to give her guidance regarding her grown children and life itself. We saw each other many times over the years, and then I did not hear from her for 3-4 years. She had lost my phone number, and spent many hours over time tracking me down. I then started to drive to Aptos to see her. Grace had become frail, and had an oxygen tank that she rolled around with her. Even though her health was waning, she remained bright, smart, cranky, and always had her make up on, and dressed to the nines as they say.

Our first time together, all those years ago ... involved her father. I closed my eyes, and this stately man came to me, and wanted to talk to her. He was communicating in Italian, which I do not speak. I asked me in my minds eye, to speak English ... and he did. What he told me about his life, and his love for Grace .... was magnificent. When I opened my eyes, Grace was crying, and said everything was true .... and how did I know. I said, your father told me ... and he loves you, and is with you forever. From then on and over time, other relatives of Grace came to me. Grace and I had, and have a bond.

One night early last year, I was sitting up in bed reading, and suddenly the sweet smell of gardenias wafted in front and across me. The though of Grace came to me. The next night the same thing happened, and a smile came to my face and I thought of Grace. In the back of my mind, I knew she had passed away, and was saying good-bye from this earth plain. One of Grace's daughters called me two days later, and confirmed her mother had passed away. She told me that her mother had loved me very much, and I had brought comfort to her many times. I shared my experience of the past days, and Grace came to me at that moment, and gave me a message for her daughter. Grace wanted to give her daughter comfort, that she was alive and well .... in the place of dreams and of magic. Free and young again, within the arms of the Universe. We both were crying over the phone.

My health is improving every day, I am seeing clients again, and I have the love of family and friends .......and Grace.

I love you Grace.

T

Feeling Better

2009-04-26T16:44:00.000-07:00

Today is a beautiful Sunday ... and I am feeling so much better. 3 weeks today since my surgery .. Just a little sore, and my stamina is not at full capacity. Gives me time to be still and take care of myself.

I have been reading and meditating, and making sure I am walking to limber up my body. The access I have to the other dimensions is fully operational. It feels so good. Pain medication is great, but can "disconnect" one to the other side.

Time for a nap.

T

Happy Sunday

2009-04-19T12:13:00.000-07:00

Good Morning everyone,

I woke up well rested, still a little sore in the surgery area, and at peace with myself. Healing perfectly....

One thing I learned on my journey called life, is that every cell, organ. etc., in our bodies, have memories, thoughts, feelings, and want to serve us in the healthiest way possible. I realized after my first gall bladder attack, that I did not even remember its existence ... or the reason it completed my perfect body. I went on the net and read everything I could find about why we have a gall bladder, and the function of serving us ... and the close relationship it has with our liver...

It is then, that I went into a deep meditation, brought my internal body into my minds eye, and gave grateful thanks for all that it has given me; support through stress, yo yo dieting throughout my life, lack of water (was not a great water drinker), and for forgetting its existence. I gave forgiveness to myself for my oversight and abuse, and asked for blessings in releasing this organ from my body. I stayed in intimate relationship with my image and feelings, and after 30 minutes went by, I received the following answer (there is more, but for the sake od the reader, I am writing a shortened version). "I came into life with you and served your elimination system". "I broke down all that would not serve you in support of a healthy body". "I felt your pain even when you did not know you were in pain (emotional)". "I know you love me, and I am ready to be released now". "I do not have to be in your body to serve my purpose". "I love you too".

I know the above dialogue with an organ in ones body might seem a little "out there". For me, it is a truth, and a reminder, that no matter how I have the blessings of being able to feel, see and know other beings, in other dimensions, ..........that the health of my physical body is directly related to how "I treat it" in this dimension.

Much love and blessings,

T

Life Goes On

2009-04-18T13:29:00.000-07:00

Life goes on, whether we resist or accept the journey willingly.

I have not been on my blog for so long, and have missed writing to whomever might want to read, and might be interested in my life .... I hope whatever I write, will remind you that you are not alone. Not only are we all connected by experiences, heritage and just the fact we are human, but we are also connected in spirit. You already know that I am a Universal, woo woo, ethereal thinker...or others might call "new ager". New Age seems like a weird term for all that has existed before this incarnation, and what exists into infinity. Oops, here I go getting outside the box. I love it...it feels great!!

I am going to write about depression soon, but not today. I want to briefly catch you up to the last two months or so.

I had 4 or more gall bladder attacks (full of gall stones) since Feb 2nd (lost count). I went on a Cabo San Lucas vacation, and ended up calling the hotel doctor the first night. I did not remember we had a gall bladder, let alone, how it serves us. God the pain. I do not have health insurance, so the emergency rooms gave me antibiotics and pain medication, told me to eat low fat foods, and get a doctor to order the surgery (elective surgery unless you are near death)!! By the time the last attack happened on April 4th ... the doctors finally said, my gall bladder had to come out.

I was to have laproscopic (sp?) surgery, but once they got "in", my poor gall bladder was so infected and "angry", that they had to do general surgery. I have a wonderful family and girlfriends that rallied to my aid and care. This past Thursday I got my staples and drain removed. OMG .. removing that tubing felt really weird and not comfortable at all!! Now I feel as if I am really healing. I do not have a lot of physical energy, dealing with discomfort every where, and can only sleep on my back for now (ugh). I am so glad I do not take pain medications ... I can meditate again.

It was really different to have all this time on my hands, and not be able to focus on meditation,reading, TV, emails, blog, etc. I kept falling asleep, or not being able to center myself.

Even though I have gone through a lot in my life, including this latest health challenge, I know that I am blessed and am so grateful for all of you ... my family .. friends...and my clients.

I have more living and loving to do, and I want to also share what the "other side" has to say to all of us.

Many blessings dear ones.

T

I Am Back

2008-10-02T15:38:00.001-07:00

Hi Everyone,

I have missed my blog very much.

I am writing an article for all of your regarding "depression". It is a serious subject, and I want to give myself time to create and share the information with all of you.

For now, just know that I am thinking of you...whether I know you or not. The Universe loves you.

Many blessings,

Theresa

It Has Been Awhile

2008-10-02T15:06:00.000-07:00

Hello Everyone,

I have missed my blog.

Not everyone will have experienced or understand what has been happening to me, but I want to catch you up anyway. I am writing about "Depression". I hope, sharing my story, will help you understand yourself, a friend, co-worker, or family member. Of course not everyone on the planet has "depression", but more people than you might realize.

Depression runs in some of the women in my family. I am sure some of them in the past, were not diagnosed as such, due to the ignorance of the time. As many of you have seen on a TV ad, that depression touches everyone around you. I can attest this is true.

I was diagnosed with depression in 1982. It is a long story, which I will write about in the future.

Friends (Male)

2008-03-01T13:48:00.000-08:00

God, it is a beautiful day today. I am sitting in my back yard, lap top ready for whatever spills forth, and the day is gorgeous. My neighbor has a big tree full of luscious oranges, and I can hear the kids in neighborhood playing and laughing. Of course there are a ton of birds, especially hummingbirds (my favorite), and bee's visiting our plants. The earth is peaking her head out now, ready for spring.

I had intended to continue writing about my muse, Hawaii. What came to me instead, is to reflect on "friendship", and what friendship has meant to me. Someday I will live in Hawaii, at least part-time, although I don't know when, or how, but I do know when it does happen, I will add to my "friendship" circle.

My journey in this life, has been amazing. I know the years on this planet, without deep friendships, would not have been as fun, or rewarding. Not always were these friendships through "marriage", or "relationships". Funny huh? I guess I had always thought, that when you married someone, they were your friend too. Boy, was that a rude awakening. It is not their fault, it was where my consciousness was then, or maybe how "asleep" I was. I do know, that I learned a lot through these relationships, and honor that these men shared my journey. I know this, as I know my birthday, I will only choose to love a man, in which the "friendship component" is there, and we are in sync with life.

Speaking of men, the ones that are my friends (not relationships...if you know what I mean), are named Jim and Rick. My brothers, not my lovers. I am very blessed to have two special men in my life, that love me through thick and thin...okay, even with my weight losses and gains...

I have known Jim since 1972. We worked together in the Public Safety sector, and before I knew it, Jim up and retired with his wife Sue, to Post Falls, ID about 9 years ago (how did all those years go by). Besides a girlfriend from high school, Jim is my "oldest" friend....sorry Jim. I don't know how many hours we have talked, shared gossip (early days), dreamed about our futures, and at times, he held my hand through tough situations, and relationships that did not have that "friendship" component. He continues to support me, and understands when I talk in circles, or I take a while to call, or email him. Writing about Jim, is bringing up so many memories, some past and present. Jim knows my essence, fractures, and has "always" been there for me. My eyes are getting watery, so I am jumping to Rick.

I went through a divorce in 1999, and met Rick in 2002 (it is a long story about how we met - which I will write about at another time). I had been missing "male" energy and perspective, so I asked the "universe" for a brother/friend, who I could do activities with. I had decided not to date, because my "patterns" with men were not the healthiest. Remember that "friendship" component....I did not know how to be in a friendship with a man, then allow it to move into a permanent relationship. So I thought, "go cold turkey"! Do not date, until I find out who I really am, and what type of relationship I wanted...

Okay, now for Rick. The Universe answers my call, and brings Rick into my life. We found that we had much in common; believe in a higher power, meditation is the way to go, get out of "ego", honor our individual processes, and stay in "universal" love (no matter if Rome is burning). The Rome is burning part, can take a while. Here is a male friend, that is working on himself at many levels. There is so much I could write about Rick, and will at a later date, but one experience I want to refer to, is the blog write up regarding Hawaii. Rick has been to most of the islands in Hawaii, and to the Big Island many times. His vision is to live there, and grow bamboo. Ricks dream is to ultimately build a sustainable living environment, with the focus on children. ** You can tell, this is a whole "blog" on its own.** If I do not call or email Rick for a year, he still loves me. If I space out, which I have been known to do, and don't show up somewhere as promised, he forgives me and loves me anyway. Now my eyes are watering again.

This blog today, has led me full circle, from male friendships to my beloved Hawaii. Due to these two fantastic men, and the work I have done on myself, I decided to start dating in June 2006. I can tell you, that I attracted a man, that has the friendship component, and is my playmate. This friend, has presented me with the opportunity to experience Hawaii at an intimate level. He has shared his love of Hawaii with me, which I will always be grateful.

I thank Jim and Rick, for their love and friendship, and for understanding the "little girl" in me, and accepting the woman I have become.

Many blessings.

Hawaii

2008-02-20T16:19:00.000-08:00

If you have not been to Hawaii, please do not wait another day in planning a trip. It does not matter what age you are, because you will feel so young and healthy visiting this beautiful state.

I remember in 1959, reading about Hawaii becoming our 50th state. Wow, I was 16 years old then, and just realized, that I am the opposite age now ... 61. I had not given Hawaii another thought at that time. I love being born and raised in northern California. Up to now, California has nourished me, and any kind of weather, terrain, or experience you would want, is here. Yes, I have visited other states in our beautiful country, but Hawaii seemed so far away. I never thought of New York as far away, but in "my world", Hawaii was so much farther. I kept saying someday, but for now, it is too far away, and I bet it cost a fortune to visit.

One of the reasons I am writing about this particular subject, is to reveal and share a shift in consciousness for me. In sharing my story, I hope it also shows how a shift in consciousness, allows all that we want, to happen FAST!!!!

Ten years ago, the subject of Hawaii came up in various ways. Friends going on vacation, television shows, sports being played, and Hawaiian advertisements on the side of buses...you name it, Hawaii was all around me. I still did not make time for a trip. What I did start saying to myself about 5 years ago was, "I am going to Hawaii before I am on an oxygen bottle". As you probably know, I was really saying, I better get there before I get to old, and not be in good health. I kept saying this from time to time, and never moving forward to visit Hawaii.

In November 2005, I was starting to say my "pat excuse" for not going to Hawaii, and suddenly I "heard" in my head, "stop saying that, otherwise you will manifest an oxygen bottle".."and that is not suppose to be your life". Boy, was that a surprise. I prided myself for "keeping my thoughts "clear and positive". It was not only the words that I heard fed back to me by the Universe, but also the "energy" it was delivered. I actually lost my breath, and the "ah ha" hit me between the eyes. I quickly said out loud, "cancel every thought regarding an oxygen bottle", and I am VERY open to going to Hawaii.

The very next day, I said more than once, "I am open to going to Hawaii". Within two days, I saw a bus go by with the "Hawaiian Airline" logo, and two television programs on different channels - one, was the Hawaii tourist organization telling you why Hawaii is the place to visit, and two, was a triathlon being held on Maui. That was it, I just knew I was going to Hawaii.

Two days after my above experience, my friend Rick called, and said he was going to Hawaii in late January 2006, and would I like to go. I said YES, before I had time to think about whether I had the time or money. I kept "open", and just knew I would make the time, and the money would appear. Rick was going for a month, and I went for one week. We flew to the Big Island, and I had the best week of my life. I fell in love with this island, and because of other wonderful experiences in my life since then, I have visited Maui (1), Oahu (2), and the Big Island another 3 times.

The moral of this story, is that when you are not getting what you want, it may not always be that timing is off, it just may be some part of your thoughts are getting in the way. Thank goodness that the Universe did not give me an oxygen bottle, and let me know to stop saying that. I know, that if I had kept saying my mantra about the oxygen bottle, eventually the Universe would say, "okay" I guess that is really what she wants. The Universe was saying, "hey", you are suppose to be going to Hawaii, but the oxygen bottle does not serve you, so we better hold off that trip.

To be continued.

Time Warp!!

2008-02-10T14:20:00.000-08:00

Where in the "sam hill" does time go?? Wow! I did not realize that it has been almost a week since I have written anything.

I had an experience I would like to share with you. It is an example of how to not judge, and to keep your positive energy high, in which to receive opportunities and blessings. This story is to encourage you to practice staying centered, balanced and in harmony 24/7.

Yesterday, I was on my way to San Mateo, to watch my 10 month old grandson, Tommy. It was a beautiful, sunny day, and I could already feel his feel his tiny arms draped over my shoulders when I hold him. I could already hear his giggle, and see his mouth open like a little bird when I feed him. As I was driving (actually the speed limit for once), and listening to Hawaiian music on the radio, I heard a siren. I looked in my rear view mirror, and saw a Highway Patrol officer behind me, and guess what, he wanted "me" to pull over. Over his "loud speaker", he directs me off the freeway, onto a side street. The officer was a young man, about 30-35 years old, impeccably groomed, with a nice soft voice. He came over to my passenger window, and told me my vehicle registration was expired. The officer asked me for the regular paperwork, such as, drivers license, insurance card, and registration information. He also asked me, if I had paid the registration, but had not received the "tags" yet. I told him no, that now I realize I had not paid my registration at all, and yes, in fact it was overdue (7 months).

The officer took my paperwork, and went back to his car to check me out, and write a ticket.
I was fairly sure, that he had noticed that I also have a cracked windshield, that is about 7 months old as well.

Now here is where I jumped right into my "practice". I checked my body out for any signs of stress. Remember it is your "feelings" that tell you where you are, not your head. I noticed that around my heart I was a little tight, and my head was clear and relaxed. I closed my eyes for a moment, allowing myself to focus on my heart, and imagined releasing the stress/tight feelings, etc. I imagined the energy flowing to the sun, and out of my body.

I then focused in my mind, the officer as a great guy, he was having a peaceful loving day, and that all compassion and understanding was projected from him towards me. I imagined that he was understanding, thoughtful, and that many blessings were to come to me.

When the officer finally arrived back to my car, he apologized for taking so long. He explained thoroughly the process to take care of the "fix it ticket" he had written me for the damaged windshield. The next "ticket" he gave me was going to cost some money. This ticket was for the registration being over 6 months old, and the court would notify me within 30 days of the process, and how much I would owe. The officer then informed me that any registration that is delinquent over 6 months, must be towed. Before my mind could even take that it, the officer said, "but I am giving you a gift today", and not towing your car. I know you will take care of your registration right away.

I thanked him for the gift, and that I appreciated his kindness and wished him a great day. I kept a smile throughout the whole process, and created kind and loving energy not only for myself, but for him as well. I also made a conscious decision not to allow this event to ruin any moment of my journey to be with my grandson, or my day, and especially my life.

It takes awareness and practice to maintain peace within you, and outside of you. You can do it. Choose to live your life this way, and I guarantee you will have many stories of "gifts of blessings" for yourself.....but, I do recommend paying your registration on time...

What Radio Station Are You On? - Continued

2008-02-04T06:43:00.000-08:00

Good Morning,

It is now Monday morning, and I had a restful and blessed weekend. I have been up since 4:00 am meditating, writing my gratitude list, magnitizing what I want in life, reading my emails, and now it is time to continue my thoughts on our "cosmic" radio stations.

Have a pad of paper, or a journal handy to enable you to write down your answers to the following questions. Please leave enough space to write down the answers to each question.

Am I on the "Abundance", or "Scarcity" radio station?
Do I dial between the stations into static?

After you have answered the above questions, then ask yourself two more, and write the answers down.

How does it serve me to be on my particular radio station, or staying in "static"?
What am I getting out of staying on my radio station, or staying in "static"?

This exercise will help bring to your conscious mind the clarity of how you are living your life. Then you can make "conscious" choices of moving out of "fear", and to live an abundant and expansive life.

Example of this process is my "static" energy regarding completing manuscripts for a ton of books that are in my head. I am in various stages, both in my head and writing, but not one manuscript is finished. So, I ask myself the questions:

How does it serve me not to finish a book manuscript?
What am I getting out of not being a published author?

Answers to these questions in my next blog!

What Radio Station Are You On?

2008-02-03T01:51:00.001-08:00

I may not finish this whole subject due to it being 1:50 am, but wanted to start anyway.

Ask yourself, are your thoughts and actions positive, expansive, abundant, and prosperous? Or, are your thoughts of debt, dread, scarcity, and loss?

About 6 - 7 years ago, while I was meditating and looking for the nooks and cranny spaces in my own subconscious, that can sabotage my life in subtle ways, I saw a radio in my mind's eye. It had a dial (dates me, doesn't it?), and the dial was set in the middle of two radio stations. One was "abundance" and the other was "scarcity."

The dial kept going back and forth, and on each station the same words ran through my mind.

The "Abundance" station played: I have more than enough, money and prosperity is abundant, I attract what I want, I love myself, I am at peace, I am in the moment....etc.

The "Scarcity" station played: Your car payment is due in two days, where is the money coming from, how am I going to make the rent on time, money doesn't grow on trees, I will never be able to buy a house in this area......etc.

As the dial was on either one of these stations, the music/thoughts were clear and strong, but I noticed as the dial moved between the two, I heard "static".

During this meditation and vision, it became clear that I have a choice of what radio station to listen too, and I asked myself, which radio station "served my life?" Of course it was the "Abundance" station, but I realized that I had been practicing "static," and sending this static to my inner self (sub-conscious), and to the universe. How can the universe help me if I keep sending the same static?

I also knew that if I stayed on the "Scarcity" station, the music I would hear was debt, sadness, I can't pay that bill, I wish I had more money and time.

Our subconscious and the universe hear whatever station or static we send out, and will give us whatever is the steady signal, or song.

Uh Oh, it is 2:20 am, I better stop. To be continued.

The Other Side

2008-01-30T15:53:00.000-08:00

I have been asked many times in my career, by clients, if their departed loved ones can see them, hear them, and visit them. More importantly, how will they know when they are visited? And the other one that I get asked a lot: "Are they all right? Are they happy where they are?"

My answer to the first questions: Absolutely, the energy of your loved ones can see and hear you. In many cases, they stay around in this form to help and comfort you. I always encourage my clients to talk to their departed loved ones to talk to them as if they're still on Earth. Because in many cases, they will smell that person's perfume, or maybe even hear their laugh, or a piece of music just suddenly issues from the stereo, which just happens to be their loved one's favorite song.

A couple of personal examples: I was sitting in bed one night with my laptop checking my emails. All of a sudden, I heard the name, "Grace," and felt a slight movement over me and smelled the scent of gardenias. At the time, I had a 96-year-old client named Grace, who came to mind immediately. I told the presence that I felt next to me, "I love you, too, Grace." The presence then left. The next night, the same thing happened. I just knew inside that she had left her life on this Earth. Sure enough, within a week, her daughter contacted me to let me know that her mother had passed away, and one of her last wishes was to make sure that I knew. In fact, she had died on the very first night that I experienced her presence in my bedroom.

The second experience I want to relate was about my own mother, who died 25 years ago of a brain tumor. I was living in Chico at the time, when I got the frantic call from my siblings that she had taken a turn for the worse, and was in a hospital in San Rafael. They told me to come right away. I drove like crazy to get there, and still it took me 4.5 hours, hyperventilating all the way. My siblings had been with her all day, so when I arrived, they took a break in the cafeteria to give me some time with her alone. I joked with Mom, saying, "Mom, what are you doing in here? I'm supposed to do your hair this weekend." She couldn't talk to me, but gave me a big smile at my joke. About two to three breaths later, she was gone. My siblings came in 5 minutes later, racked with guilt that they had left and were not there for her final moments. I kept telling them, "Don't you feel her presence? She's still here, wanting to bring comfort to us. She still lives, just not in her body."

Over the next couple days, I would think to myself, "Mom, I hope I said everything to you. I hope I was a good daughter." Then one night, I dreamt I was sleeping in my mother's bed. And this dream was vivid, so real. I heard a knock at her bedroom door, so I got up to answer it. When I opened the door, my mother was standing there, healthy, vibrant, and in her forties. She said, "I forgive you," and leaned forward to kiss me on the lips. I awoke with the sensation of the kiss, a very distinct pressure, on my lips. I knew in my heart that she came back to tell me that she forgave me, and that that was what I needed to hear. Of course, there was no forgiveness necessary, but she came to help me release my guilt.

Now onto the second question that clients always ask about their departed loved ones: "Are they all right? Are they happy?" In every case, when I've asked that question of those who have passed, I've always gotten these answers: "Yes, there is only love here. I am happy. I am not in pain or discomfort. I am one with everything. I can see and hear and be everywhere." Most of them will also say that they are around their living loved ones all the time. If we want to reach out to them, we have only to ask, and to be open enough to receive the messages.

I hope this brings peace to those who have lost someone dear to them. Know that they are still living, not only in your heart, but in the cosmic vibration of Life.